Friends are worth :)

Now I have understood something.

There's a relationship between your feeling and friends.

Feeling cannot just walk alone and keep its ego. Friends must be next to feeling. Feeling and friends must get along well so they will no such a "regret" word.

It's just like in this case: You have a friend who is in love with you, and you're starting to love him/her. Because you don't know what kind of boy/girl is he/she, you have to ask to some people, right? Then, you ask your friends. Every friend says that he/she is a bad boy/girl, so don't be with him/her. Because the ego of your feeling is too big, you won't listen to your friends' advices. In the end, you'll be hurted by him/her.

A simple case could cause a big effect. Wow.

Control your emotions, take care of your feeling. It must be a balance between feeling and friends.

We have to listen to what our friends say. Listen to their advices, pay attention to every single word that they say. Sometimes they understand you more than yourself, you know.

Believing your friends is something that you need to do. You won't get the same friend like what you have now. Trusting your friends is important. They somehow understand what you are feeling.

Friends are worth, and no one could change them :)

:)

I found my new one, actually. A mysterious guy. Now I have to make sure that he's the only one that I love. I trust him, and I want him to trust me, too. He said that he loves me. I want to say that "I do, too" but I guess it will make me look like a cheap girl. I want to make sure my heart and him.

I love you and I believe in you, so please don't break my trust :)

We're over now :)

Seharusnya kita ada di dunia yang sama, tapi sekarang hukum itu nggak berlaku. Biarpun kita berada di bumi yang sama, kamu punya duniamu dan aku punya duniaku. Kita berbeda.

Loh, bukannya perbedaan itu yang membuat hubunganmu dan hubunganku indah?

Aku tegaskan, dalam hal ini NGGAK.

Kamu bisa bertahan, sementara aku nggak. You gave me your strength, I know, tapi kita tetep nggak ketemu jalan keluarnya. Setiap masalah memang ada jalan keluarnya, I believe it with no doubt, tapi jalan keluarnya nggak menjamin masalahnya bakal berakhir nggak sakit kan?

It's just the same like our relationship. Aku ketemu pemecahan masalahnya, iya aku memang ketemu, tapi biarpun aku ketemu pemecahan masalahnya bukan berarti itu adalah titik terangnya.

Ini antara aku yang harus ngelupain kamu, kamu yang harus ngelupain aku, atau kita saling ngelupain dan mulai dari awal. Itu memang pemecahan masalah, tapi apa itu titik terang? Nggak kan?

Ini udah aku pikirkan bener-bener. Dilihat dari beberapa hari setelah kita jalanin tanpa bersama, kamu juga bersikap beda. Jadi... I'm not thinking that I have to lay my love on you any longer.

You have your own way, right? So just get in to your way, and I've gotta go my own way. I don't wanna get in to your way anymore because I'm just like a girl-who-jump-in-to-your-way in your world. I don't want to bother you any longer.

It's time for me to say goodbye to you. Thank you so much for everything we've been through. Thank you for everything. Sorry for being such a fool for you. Enjoy your future, have fun with your life, be happy. I... Loved you :)